where i try my best to be a productive individual not on the brink of madness :)


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30/09/24 2035hrs

i just made this thing, not sure if it actually will help or anything but always worth a try. if i’m being honest i’m pretty productive as it is, i go to the gym, i study A LOT, and i manage to take a packed lunch to school every day. so i’m not doing to bad for myself. i guess i was just bored. what more is there to say really, i guess i could just use this as a journal. alright then. i’ll just start from myself. my name is makan mostaedi, i’m 15 years old and i go to silverdale secondary school. it’s an alright school but not great, there are some fantastic teachers and some not so much. there’s mr benn, there’s mr carter, mr jones is great in lesson but outside of lesson he can be very harsh and loud. mrs sheraz is also good, so are mr francis and mr moore and mrs horsefield, we have mrs charlesworth, also mr carnall. if i list all the good ones i could go on forever, if i list all the bad ones i could go on forever and evermore. you get it. what else is there. i also have a lovely girlfriend, her name is lucia ayala fitzjohn (i know right), i really got lucky with her, she’s just such a kind person and i’m really happy that i’m going out with her. there’s also my family, there’s my mum, sahar sadeghi fathabadi, who really does try her best and she really is a kind person at heart but can be quite harsh at times. a lot of the time actually. there’s also my dad, damoon mostaedi, he has so much ambition and he is such a good person but he very quickly gets distracted and can be quite lazy at times. they’re both truly kind people at heart though and i love them so much. my brother on the other hand is much less in control of his emotions. his name is milan aden mostaedi and he has ADHD and autism so he can be quite the handful. he really loves me though [ALL REST DELETED]

white knight to f3.

30/09/24 2106hrs

01/10/24 2220hrs

i’m awfully tired so i’m not writing a lot today, there’s not much to say anyway. got home, went straight to the gym, went to the supermarket with matt, headed back, took a shower, had dinner, studied for a few hours, and now here we are. as you can tell from the way that i’m writing, i’m exhausted. hopefully the log entry tomorrow will be better.